DianeMTB

I am confused about this guy named Dave that I am dating.  I know he had it rough when his common-in-law woman named Catherine left him after 12 years.  They were together for twelve years. ...

I don't know why but I feel a bit blue today. 1.  The Letters of Administration should have it within two weeks.2.  I am getting the laundry done finally3.  Don is coming over for lunch today4. ...

I saw the lawyer today.  I should be getting the Letters of Administration within two weeks.  I probably will be when the one year anniversary hits or maybe just before it.  I can't believe how...

I am very nervous as Dave's work has a Christmas party on Dec. 18th.  I only have work clothes to wear.  Dave said that is okay and not to worry about it.  He is clearly speaking from a man's...

I believe that we learn from each relationship, whether you are in it now or the ones from the past.  I was married to Gary for 16 1/2 years and had one daughter named Lisa.  It was horrible.  The...

I go nuts from time to time even with Smokey.  Over the course of ten years, I almost threw out the relationship with Smokey many times over in my head.  In reality, I never did any of that and it...

Dave is into sports and not me.  He loves to watch football, hockey and baseball.  I am not into sports at all.  Last night Dave, Rob and Alla were watching the hockey game.  I was bored out of...

It will be one year on Nov. 15th when Smokey died.  I am dreading it.  I don't know how I am going to react or what I am going to feel.  I told Dave that in the next month I might be a tad more...

My life sucks as I need a job.  I took Excel Level 1 just to get a receptionist job.  The Survivors Pension just pays my monthly bills which does not include food.  The remains of the Life...

Anyone on the cusp of menopause?  Anyone having their hormones make you feel like a crazy person?  It's where I am at the moment.  I am not in menopause but I am on the edge of it.  The...

Smokey made me feel loved, safe and secure.  I think a person safe and secure when they are loved.  I had no doubt about being loved by Smokey.  He said Diane you don't know how very deeply that I...

Being with Dave reminds me what I had with Smokey.  It is funny how that works.  One of the many things I loved about Smokey was the way his eyes would light up every time he saw me.  This never...

I get hugs so don't kknow why my count says zero.  I delete them after I respond to the hugs so maybe this is why it says zero.confused from Diane B.

Smokey will always live in my heart.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I will love him, treasure him, cherish the memories of him and carry him wherever I go and whoever I am involved...

I still miss Smokey very much even though I am seeing Dave now.  This morning I sat and cried missing the love of my life Smokey.  It is not the same thing.  Smokey was a good, kind, decent,...