DianeMTB

I like myself and respect myself.  I expect the same out of  a relationship with the opposite sex.  As women, some of us really are weak when it comes to the opposite sex.  I am a weak woman when...

Men are very mean.  Both Rob (Dave's room mate) and Dave went on about my weight yesterday.  Yes, I am 10 - 20 pounds over weight.  I am happy the way I am at the moment and don't plan on...

I had an interview today at St. Albans Anglican Church, which is a 15 minute walk from my place.  I hope I get the job as I don't have to use any kind of transportation to get there just walk.  It...

It was a great 80th birthday party for my Aunt Mary this past Sunday.  It was in Abbotsford, BC.  Dave had no problem finding it.  We were the first ones to arrive at about 4:30 p.m. and it...

I sold the car, monies in the bank and on Monday I can pay off the car loan.  This will be the finish of Smokey's estate.  Once this is complete, I feel I am starting anew without Smokey or his...

I'm glad that the estate will be settled this Saturday.  It was so overwhelming for me financially, energy and with time.  I think about it and it stresses me out.  My friend Carol and I are...

My life is pretty good.  I was just having a depressing mood swing as it is that time of the month with no period but am entering menopause.  I still become moody without having a period.  Go...

I am totally depressed today - job related probably.  I get so many resumes out and a lot of interviews with no bites.  It's Monday.  I always hated Mondays.  I did not have that much to do at...

Since our loved ones have died - for me it was my my late-husband nick named Smokey, our lives have been changed dramatically.  They are not the same.  They will never be the same again.  They...

I discovered I have a temper.  I think it is because it is my hormones going through all the menopause and stuff.  I never know when it is going to hit me.  Yesterday I got mad at Dave for...

Memories and reflections through our surroundings.  It has been over one year since Smokey has died.  I am looking around my one bedroom apartment.  There have been a bit of changes that were...

It was my birthday yesterday.  I turned 55 years of age.  I am that much closer to 60 so it is a bit frightening for me.  It was a lovely day, enjoyable, pleasurable and low key, which I...

Settling Smokey's estate without a will took a long time and lots of money.  I am glad I only have 2 things left:  selling the car and paying off the car loan.  It's not bad in the course of one...

It's not fair but I compare every man to Smokey.  Smokey was the love of my life and my soul mate.  It was not fair that my heart was taken from my body when Smokey died.  I am dating Dave for...

I am not sure what I am going thru but am all mixed up inside.1.  I am angry at God for not giving me a job2.  I am still mourning the loss of Smokey - the love of my life and soul mate3. ...