DianeMTB

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  Life with loss

  Posted by: DianeMTB

  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  I love my life.  It does not mean that I do not miss Smokey, my late-husband, because I do each and every day.  I am learning to live with my loss.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I will never find another like him and do not expect to either.  He did not share my faith.  Without my faith in God, family and friends, I would have not made it this far, which I am eternally grateful.  I would like to find a christian man similar to my late-husband.  I am not holding my...

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  Stuff

  Posted by: DianeMTB

  Posted: 05/15/2017

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  I have my 1951 brown glassware with no markings on it from my late-mom.  It was a wedding gift for my mom and dad.  I tried to find how much it would be worth but do not think it would be worth that much since there is no markings on it.  It is a 4 piece tea/saucer, cake place butter dish and flower vase set.  My mom passe in 1989I have a sterling silver set that is turning black.  It was from my late brother who passed in 2014.  If I found a buyer it could be worth $200-300.  My...

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  Mistakes

  Posted by: DianeMTB

  Posted: 04/18/2017

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  I learn the hard way about things.  Nothing comes easy to me that is for sure.  People can advise me but do you think I listen.  No.  I have to thru fire to get to the other side.  When the love of my life Smokey died in 2009, I met DH in 2010.  It is a huge mistake to jump into a relationship after you lost someone.  I am a softy.  DH and I broke up in 2013 and got back together in 2014.  DH went on disability for awhile but then was cut off.  I felt sorry for him and let him move in...

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  Missing Smokey after 7 years

  Posted by: DianeMTB

  Posted: 02/08/2017

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  I will have to sell my apartment in 1 1/2 to 4 years.  Its up to finding how much the developers would pay for the two apartment complexes so I will probably be have to sell down the road.  I did not realize what an emotional connection I have to this place.  I moved in with my Smokey in 2000.  He passed in 2009.  I have lived here ever since.  I was crying on the couch just now realizing how much I miss my late-Smokey.  I don't think I will ever have a heart felt connection with anyone...

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  Emotionally conflicted

  Posted by: DianeMTB

  Posted: 10/15/2016

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  Our strata property is looking into developers to buy our two apartment buildings.  To check it out we have 80% vote to do it.  20% want to renovate and it could cost $13 million over the next few years as this is an older building built in 1975 or 1976 sometime.  My late husband lived here for 17 years.  I have lived here 17 years.  If my late husband was alive he would haved owned this place for 24 years.  It is a long time to live in one place and we have so much memories here.  It...