DianeMTB

Men think that we can't survive without them.  That is exactly what my ex-husband said to me.  It was a lie.  Women can survive just about anything.  We are physically stronger than men as we are...

I am afraid of being alone the rest of my life.  I had ten good years with Smokey before he died.  I don't want to be alone.  Then again, I don't want to settle for just anyone because I am afraid...

Dave v Smokey.  I am in a conflict but will figure it out myself.  God helps me along the way as to do what is right or correct.  I am trying to figure out why I pick the same type of men again...

I had a temp job lined up to start this coming up Tuesday through Kelly Services.  The client changed their mind as to when they want someone to start.  I am really disappointed.  I know various...

It's a bad emotional Friday for me.  I'm really down.  It's a cross between missing my Smokey and "why can't I get a job" and "what's wrong with me" kind of Friday.  I have been crying off and on....

I miss my Smokey still after all this time.  It's been one year and five months.  I was missing him this morning and crying at my own personal loss of Smokey.  I don't know how I can go on anymore...

I am still missing my Smokey very deeply.  It hits me in the morning and I cry.  After awhile, I stop crying and get on with my life & the things that I have to do these days.  Sometimes it can...

Smokey's birthday is coming up on April 30th.  No wonder I miss him so very much.  I was on my bed crying my heart out.  I couldn't figure why it was coming out of me now.  I remembered his...

I still miss Smokey very much after one year and five months.  I probably always will. The last few days I have been missing him so very much.  Dave is a nice man and I am lucky to be dating him....

I miss my Smokey even after one year and five months later.  Smokey was the love of my life.  We were compatible in every sense of the word.  We were not like John Gray said Men Are From Mars And...

My Dave is a thinking man, which is good for me.  I usually jump into situations.  It's nice to be with someone who thinks before he moves.  Smokey was a thinker as well.  Dave and I have been on...

Compared to Japan, my life is great!  I am alive.  I have not experienced an earthquake along with a Tsunami.  I never want to either.My daughter Lisa and Grant have their two apartments up for...

On Friday, I was hit with a bad case of the flu and cough.  I am still recovering and feel nauseated still.  The cough has subsided a bit.  It tested Dave that is for sure and he came out with...

I have too much time to think about Dave and me. 1.  Dave should have stood up to Rob about my weight.  Rob was the one who has real issues about women's weight.  Rob is a chronic alcoholic who...

Dave realized the error of his ways and apologized sincerely to me about bugging me about my weight.  I accepted his apology and said not to do it again ever.  I thought I would keep everyone up to...