DianeMTB

Any advice as I am passing my 8th month mark since my husband Smokey has passed away.  Last night as I lay in bed I said to Smokey that I had to let him go.  There will be no room in my heart if I...

This morning I discoverd a pendant from Smokey that says on the back of it "I Will Love You Forever."  If anyone can hold back the tears after discovering something from their late-husband, I would...

Mondays seem pretty bad for me with the grief and I don't know why.  I am getting better after eight months but Mondays now are hitting me hard.  I am having longer good days and shorter bad...

I have been seriously looking for a job after my husband died on Nov. 15, 2009.  I am 54 years of age and have 26 years experience as a receptionist.  My daughter's Liisa husband Grant advised me...

8 months since my Smokey died.  I am not doing too bad.  Monday was horrible.  I just sat at my dining room/kitchen table crying for a long time and felt the intensity of my loss greatly.  Last...

I am slowly getting rid of Smokey's camping equipment and tools.  I thought it would be a lot harder than it was for me.  These were the things that Smokey loved the most in material possessions. ...

Just when I think I am doing good, something happens to put me down into the dark hole of despair and grief.  I don't know what happened on Sunday but I have been down in the dark hole of...

I would like your opinion on something.  Yesterday my BC Hydro was cut out in the entire building as they were working to update it.  The power came on after 11 at night.  In the process of my...

It's been seven months since Smokey has died.  I feel like I am going crazy inside with the highs and lows OR the ups and downs.  Most of the time I feel life is good and I am really happy.  Then...

I had three interviews.  You would think I would get one bite but no such like. 1.  Vancouver Premier College:  they need you to speak more than English like Mandarin or Cantonese2.  Genesis...

It has been seven months since Smokey passed away.  I am still breathing and am alive.  I don't know what you all have experienced but sometime I pray that God takes me home as I do not want to...

Happy Father's Day to everyone.  I lost my own dad when I was almost three years of age.  I lost my step-dad when I was nine or ten.  I haven't had a father figure for many years.  I never had to...

I was getting to the end of ever wanting to date again.  I made up my mind if I could not find a "Taurus" man that I would not date again and be celibate.  I asked Smokey to dance at the No.5...

I would like your opinion.  Do you think you have a stepping stone relationship with the opposite sex before you find the person of your dreams?  My girlfriend believes this but I am not sure about...

I am a new grandma at 54 years of age.  I updated my goal to read:  I am going to be the best darn grandma in the world or die trying.  I am trying to cast off the grief, sadness, loneliness and...