DianeMTB

How do you get someone 57 years of age diagnosed.  My brother is 56 and going 57 this June.  How can I get him diagnosd without costing money as I am unemployed at the moment and am looking for...

The Coroner called me today on the 3rd month of Smokey's death.  She wanted to know if I wanted a copy of the Coroner's Report and the Autopsy.  I said yes.  They are closing the file on my...

I miss Smokey's sense of humor and his laugh.  We laughed at the weirdest things together.  We could be watching TV and something strike us funny.  We would look at one another and just laugh or...

The heaviness of my soul and spirit for my loss of Smokey (Al) is really hitting me hard today.  It has been almost been three months now.  It is hard to express yourself to someone who has not...

The pain on my heart from losing my husband Smokey weighs a ton and it doesn't seem to want to leave.  I feel pressure on my body from the head and my heart, which is heavy.  The longing for Smokey...

I miss Smokey (Al) like crazy and at times feel like drinking a lot of booze to erase the pain.  Alas, when you drink so much, the next day you have a hangover and still feel the pain.  I don't...

Faith in God has helped with the loss of my husband Smokey.  We were together for ten years.  I think without my faith in God I might not be here anymore.  It is the unbearable loss of not being...

I miss my husband Smokey and it has been three months.  We are supposed to heal.  I wonder how long it takes?  I have been mourning him all day today.  I still am and it is about 8:20 p.m.  Are...

I am missing my husband very much.  It effects my eating and sleeping habits very much.  I am feeling the pain now and it is 10:10 p.m.  I usually go to bed at 11 p.m. but when it hits I don't...

There is no one quite like my husband Smokey who was one in one million.  It makes me sad to think that when I am ready, not just yet, that there is no one else like my late-husband.  Smokey always...

I feel so lonely without Smokey.  We did everything together, had fun, laughed and got in fun kind of trouble.  It's not the same without him.  There is a big huge hole in my heart without...

The aftermath of the loss of a dear one in our lives never ceases to amaze me.  It is bad enough that we have to cope, deal with and accept that our loved one is gone.  The grieving process takes...

Grief affects each of us differently and in different forms.  I wasn't crying for the last four days and wasn't feeling too bad.  Today I got angry at my brother and couldn't figure it out.  Any...

I am experiencing good days and bad days.  Monday to Sunday were the worst for me and I could hardly sleep.  Last night, which was Monday, I was tired but had a very hard time falling asleep.  I...

I feel like I died with my husband.  My heart is in so much pain that it feels unbearable at times.  It has been two months now.  I don't feel like I can nor want to go on without him.