DianeMTB

I chose to open my heart to meeting someone.  It was my personal choice.  I am a perfectly capable, happy, strong and intelligent woman who can live on her own.  I was getting to the point where...

I confronted Dave yesterday.  Dave did not remember telling me that he hit on a woman at the Pumphouse.  He told me with a clear head what really happened and I believe him.  Dave does not have an...

Thanks for your advice about Dave.  I agree.  If he told me about the one woman he hit on while she was with her boyfriend at the Pumphouse, what hasn't he told me.  We have only been dating for...

I hope 2011 brings inward healing to all of us on Daily Strength who have lost our loved ones.  I miss my Smokey as he was the special love of my life who is totally irreplaceable.  I cried last...

I had a great Christmas 2010.  It was spent at Dave's place.  He cooked the turkey dinner which turned out well because the turkey was nice and moist.  My older brother Don came over around 3...

To everyone have a very merry Christmas, happy holidays and a happy New Year.  This year is 2011.  We can all start a new journey, road or chapter of the book of our life.  I hope it will be a...

Dave's Chrismtas party was yesterday Dec. 18th.  It was interesting.  We all sat around at Lulu's Lounge in the Casino.  The boss Rick was not good at organizing it and failed to mention something...

How is your Christmas tradition changed now due to our loved ones death (for me it was my husband Smokey).  Our tradition each Christmas was to have the morning to ourselves.  We had our coffee,...

Smokey's car is turning into my red albatros around my neck that is for sure.  Smokey loved his 2005 Chevrolet Cavalier 2 door coupe.  It was his first new car that he ever bought for himself.  I...

I am trying to make things simple for me and everyone else.  Smokey's car is a nice looking red Chevrolet Cavalier.  My girlfriend is interested in it.  $5,333 is a lot of money to shell out. ...

Dealing with Smokey's car is such a downer for me.  I don't drive.  There is a car loan still oustanding about $5,333 or so.  I have to take a two page document to get notarized.  After that, I...

I went to the bank with the papers yesterday.  Now I have to wait 3-5 days for them to check it out and make sure it is all legal.  This will give me power of attorney to Smokey's bank account. ...

Dave has a weird sense of humor and I don't always get it.  Last Thursday Dave told me that I did not wash the pots very well and after I left he had to redo them.  This hurt my feelings a lot so I...

I got the Letters of Administration on Friday.  Yahoo!  The thing I didn't realize is how badly it would affect me.  It's like saying good-bye to Smokey all over again.  By the Grace of God & Our...

I am picking up my Letters of Administration today.  Smokey died without a will.  It is almost like saying good-bye to Smokey all over again.  I am crying and tearing all this morning and it is...