DianeMTB

Why does mourning with anger always happen to me and I take it out on my older brother Don?  He was over for a short visit.  With his Asperger's Syndrome Don doesn't really listen to people.  I...

It has been 4 months since I lost my beloved love of my life Smokey.  The last couple nights, I have not slept very well.  Last night I went to bed at 11 p.m. and finally managed to fall asleep at...

The best thing you can do at this point in time is allow yourself to grieve and mourn no matter how long it takes.  This is very important.  If you don't allow yourself to grieve, it will take a...

It is funny how grief can rob us of our minds, any logical thinking, proper thoughts, and intensifies our feelings 100% or more.  There are times when I think I am going crazy by all these things. ...

The grief will it ever end as it seems to keep going on and on and on.  It is the little things that keep it going.  I went to perfume on yesterday.  I only have 3 small bottle left.  I was...

I cant' deal with my brother who has Aspergers.  Help.  Yesterday we were out for dinner with my brother Don and his friend Blair.  He kept going on and on about all the abuse he suffered from our...

I am at my wits end with my brother who has Asperger's Syndrome.  He keeps talking about my belated husband and is trash talking.  He keeps talking a million times about all the abuse he suffered...

It's the smallest things that Smokey did that make me cry because I miss him so much.  Every other Christmas Smokey would buy me expensive perfume.  I have 3 little bottles left on my shelf.  I...

My life sucks without Smokey.  I was a very lucky lady.  Smokey and I discussed this a lot and thought it was time for me to quit my job in 2008.  Smokey died Nov. 15, 2009.  The timing, if there...

When you are mourning the loss of your loved one, it makes you sensitive to things or peoples feelings.  I just want to scream.  My friend Wendy and I are meeting this Thursday for breakfast at...

I still ache and am in pain for the loss of my husband Smokey.  It's been just over 3 months as he passed away on Nov. 15, 2009 a date I will never ever forget as it is etched in my memory banks...

Any advice on how to deal and cope with my adult brother that has Asperger's Syndrome.  It is not easy and at times I lose my patience especially now along side the loss of my husband of ten...

I looks as if I am having more better days than bad days.  I thought that once but went into one whole week of not sleeping very well.  I am lulled into a false pretense of having more better days...

Grief!  Anger!  Lack of patience!  These are all me.  I feel so bad but lately my grief has come out in the form of anger.  When my older Asperger minded brother Don comes over, I yell at him. ...

I am sitting in my chair watching TV then it hits me how much I miss Smokey.  It is peculiar how it can hit you just out of the blue like that with no warning.  It's not as if I was jumping around...