DianeMTB

My life is good.  I can't complain.  I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and clothes on my back.  I am in a new relationship which is going well so far so good.  God is healing my heart...

Smokey was my Soul Mate and my blessing from  God.  Do you believe in Soul Mates?  I wonder if there is more than one soul mate for an individual. Soul Mate qualifications if you are equal in the...

I have been having a good week last week.  This is why I have not been writing in my journal entires as much.  Dave was on holidays Thursday and Friday with the weekends off.  We spent it...

Out of bad good can come.  I got mad at Dave yesterday.  It was just the day itself.  Dave had a bit too much to drink and still picked me up at home.  He should never have done that and I should...

I survived Smokey's one year anniversary of his death.  It was not as bad as I thought it would be.  I have to admit that the few weeks prior to his anniversary I was a bit more weepy than usual...

I am going to celebrate Smokey's one year anniversary of his death.  After that no more celebrating his death but his life instead.  I am not going to celebrate his death anymore but will always...

Smokey and I loved each other deeply that it still amazes me to this very day.  We could never believe how quickly time flew by in our relationship.  We were together ten years but it felt like ten...

Dave suffers from Erectile Dysfunction at 47 years of age.  He is a young man.  Last night was the worst for him.  We tried seven times.  I can see the sad look in his eyes this morning.  It...

I grew up with a single mom.  She did the best she could with 3 kids.  I think she was also mentally unstable on top of being a single mom.  My mom was a control freak.  She had to have...

What do you think about people of faith with people of no faith?  I am a christian woman.  Dave has no faith and neither do his friends.  I know what the bible says do not be unequally yoked with...

I would like to know how any of you celebrated the one year anniversary of the death of your spouse, partner or significant other?  I don't know what to do for Smokey's one year anniversary of his...

How did you handle the one year anniversary death of your partner or spouse?  I am just curious to know how everyone else handled it.  Smokey past away on Sunday, November 15, 2009.  The one year...

I've got the cough with sore throat thing going on.  I have been medicating myself.  I can't wait to get better.  Today is Monday and I need to be well for tomorrow as I have a job interview.  I...

I cried in bed this morning.  I miss Smokey so very much.  Every time Smokey saw me, his blue/brown eyes would light up like a Christmas Tree.  I absolutely loved it.  This was one of the things...

Two of my best and oldest friends helped me regarding Dave.  They have been through the ringer themselves.  They know what they are talking about. One advised me as follows:  But he has been...