DianeMTB

The timing is right for me despite my fears!  I was just running scared and PMSing on top of it which did not help.  Dave and I talked about it.  Things are good.  When I am PMSing, scared and...

I am running scared and am totally insecure about my developing relationship with Dave.  Smokey left me thru his death.  I don't want anyone else to leave me.  It was not nice the first time...

My life is slowly getting back to normal again.  It has only been nine months going on ten months on Sept. 15th.  We mark our time by how long our loved one has been gone.  Smokey wanted me to be...

I would like your opinion on something as I have met a guy named Dave.  I am totally confused as I still feel sad about losing my Smokey.  It has only been nine months going into ten months in...

I would rather be single than settle for a man.  I had the best in Smokey.  I am not looking but have met a few men in my comings and goings.  There was not any that i would even contemplate going...

I am frustrated.  It will be nine months in a few days, actually on Sunday.  Nothing seems to be working out for me.  I will have to take an Excel course if I want a receptionist job.  I need...

I got an email from a personnel agency called The Placement Group.  They advised me to take the Excel course as most of their clients require Excel just to be a receptionist or in adminstration. ...

I am seeking your advice about talking about your late husband when you are dating.  I was at a dinner party last evening as was starting to become aware of how much I talk about Smokey.  He was my...

Thank you everyone for commenting on my anger and resentment.  It was all helpful to me hearing all your opinions on the subject.  You are my strength and my own personal support group whom I...

I am full of anger and resentment for the way my life is now without Smokey in it. I am angry and resentful that Smokey died.I am angry and resentful that I have to look for a part-time job.I am...

I am alive but confused about my purpose in life.  I am surviving the loss of Smokey but just barely.  I need a job as well.  I am getting many resumes out but no interview and no bites.  I am...

I get so angry at times and don't understand it all.  It is not like me but I feel like I have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders. 1.  Smokey love of my life died Nov. 15, 20092. ...

These days guys just cross my path.  I am not trying to meet them.  Imagine if I was trying to meet guys how different it would be for me.  Alas!  I am not trying to meet guys.  I want to meet...

It is hard meeeting the opposite sex - how do you do it?  There is so many modern conveniences like internet dating and going on the dating sites, which some cost money and some are free.  What...

I am trying to learn how to let go of Smokey, which is not easy.  Since Smokey's death on Nov. 15, 2009, I have held Smokey so dear to my heart that I have not made room to let anyone else into my...