DianeMTB

Grief seems to intensify your feelings whatever they are whether you are happy, sad, patien,  or impatient.  When I am out with my brother Don and feel slightly impatient, this feeling gets...

The ones who don't know what you are going thru and try to comfort you make me mad.  What they say doesn't make one lick of sense and it is infuriating.  When you lose someone real close to you...

BC Medical is mandatory for those of us living in BC, Canada.  I wasn't working and was on my late-husband's medical.  I applied for Premium Assistance and they confirmed I was on it.  I just got...

I can't believe my husbands sister Brenda thinks I should be over the most incredible and unbearable loss of Alan or Smokey, my husband of ten years.  It has only been two months.  The family...

I have  been up since 2:00 a.m. crying and mourning for the loss of my husband.  Life is so unfair.  It's 4:41 a.m. now so I thought I would let it out by writing in this journal.  Will it get...

It has been almost 2 months now since the loss of Smokey, my husband.  It is not getting any easier.  Actually, it feels a lot harder not to cope with the pain of the loss of Smokey.  Last night...

It is January 3, 2009 Sunday and it is going on two months since my husband died.  I am having good days and bad days, which is stretching a bit longer between the two.  Time is the best healer but...

It is not easy coping with the loss of one's husband.  Yesterday was the worst day since he died on November 15, 2009 Sunday morning.  I drank a whole small bottle of wine.  i would not recommend...

It seems that I am hurting worse today than when Smokey passed away on Nov. 15, 2009.  At first I went into a state of shock but now I am feeling everything and it hurts.  On my worst days, I don't...

After losing my husband one month ago in a sudden death of a heart attack, I am having good days and bad days & good moments and bad moments.  Grieving takes time.  Christmas Day was hard but my...

I want to heal from the grief of losing my husband named Smokey who died on Sunday, November 15, 2009.  He was only 60 years of age.  It was a sudden heart attack.  He died at home in the bathroom.

I miss my husband affectionately called Smokey.  He died on Nov. 15, 2009.  I miss him each and every day.  It hurts so much.  I am in great pain at Smokey's passing away.  I look around the...

I hurt and am in pain over the loss of my husband.  At times I look at our bed and just cry.  I look at his picture and I cry.  I remember all the wonderful things he did and I cry.  I remember...

I had planned to do some small grocery shopping.  Instead, I just sat in my chair and had a cry fest.  I am just waiting to build up the courage to go grocery shopping.  I feel like I just want to...

I lost my husband and its all the little things he did that I miss so much.  He loved to order through Publishers.  He knew what I loved.  If he thought I would like something, he would order it...