OllieTree

A shiiiiiit ton of things went down today. I've been on a hiking trip with my parents for the last couple of days. I was expecting to hate it, and I definitely hated the first day of chaos and...

     The trip tomorrow, it scares me. It really hit me when I started packing for it, I decided to pack my own clothes and toiletries for once (my mom usually does that for all of us), trying to...

      While doing strength training, I suddenly remembered something that happened in sophomore year. I was nodding off in my second period AP European History when I was startled awake by the...

     It's always "try harder" with us. I feel like I've tried so hard for so long I don't have much left to give. How about "try smarter"? Instead of trying the same blockheaded methods over and...

     I've been much more active online recently, which is uncharacteristic of me. I was always sort of a lurker. I think it was a manifestation of that feeling of being weak and at the bottom- I...

     A staple of my life seems to be keeping busy with something every day. Even in quarantine I was always finding something to do. In the last couple weeks I was dropping off on the...

Lately, I have felt much more when I think about everything I missed out on when it comes to family, and my childhood.I've realized that I don't have a single member of my family I am close to. My...

      All these current events are making me feel a lot of emotions- frustrated, angry, annoyed, etc. I know I can't speak about that anywhere except here and with close friends, or I'd probably...

       I "graduated" today. We can't hold an actual graduation, so my school decided to do a drive-through graduation instead. It sort of worked. People cheered as we drove past, and then I got...

     I feel very stuck. With current circumstances, my anxiety seems to be coming back over and over, and it knocks me down and wears me out and hurts my spirit. I'm having a bout of hopelessness...

     I was very stressed earlier today, eventually I just lay down in bed and resolved myself to just listen to something calming and make myself comfortable for a bit. I kept my glasses on so I...

I have no clue what's going on in other states right now, but so many things have suddenly happened in California due to the virus that are directly affecting my life. 1. School has been cancelled...

      I've recently taken to the habit of picking up trash when I walk around my neighborhood. Since I walk to and from my place at least twice a week to go tutoring, I figured I could. It's a...

Something of an eventful day, recap for grounding purposes. I missed school today so I could go a college information day, basically it was introducing students to the school's honors program. I was...

In this moment I am consumed with so much anxiety that I can’t feel present. This moment. It’s this again, the I couldn’t fit my art homework into my week so I’m doing it in the middle of...