OllieTree

I feel nauseous. I gagged a couple times for no reason. I hate this feeling cause for me it never leads to anything, so I don't just throw up and get it over with. Instead I wait for it to fade and...

I'm so hungry. I'm cooking some dumplings but they're taking very long. I dumped a lot of pepper into it by accident. I also put chopped daikon radish and bok choy. It should be good. I just wonder...

I feel odd. I just got off the call with my therapist where we discussed everything and she told me she felt I was being open and honest for the first time since we started. That and the idd...

I really realized how much I've been struggling recently today. Academic anxiety is constantly biting me in the ass, I'm having a hard time investing the time I need to do explore and udnerstand the...

I'm tired of this dance. I have a view about relationships that many woud consider odd. I see friendships and relationships as similar. I think that many people see friendships as more superficial,...

It's 6 now, but I'm still up and likely not going back to sleep. I was reading "The Complete Tightwad Gazette" and I feel inspired by the possibilities it presents. One of the main ideas was "if you...

Today and yesterday have been emotional rollercoasters. Not just emotions, but my very sense of self and confidence have been fluctuating up and down. I feel shaken and afraid. Words can't seem to...

Been a rough week; there's been a long heatwave with daily temperatures going above 100. I can't go outside except for a small window of time in the evening. I'm also finally facing college...

Rickie was bitten by a german shepherd yesterday, my mom texted and called me in a panic on the way to the vet. She left him there overnight. They operated on him at 3 in the morning. The shepherd...

I had an interesting bike ride today. My mom saw me bike for the first time, and she said I was doing it really well. I had a few awkward instances of crashing into things in front of other people,...

     I woke up today very late. In the last two days I've felt very antsy at bedtime and so I stay up until I feel ready to sleep. As soon as I woke up my dad dragged me on a trip with him to the...

I thought cach's comment on my post about love was interesting, and I wanted to expand on it.She mentioned instances of me making things as acts of love. The thing is, I think that for a long time, I...

I made a dent in the wall today. After a long depression-ridden day I was getting into a flow learning how to 3D model and listening to music on my computer. But alas, I had my earbuds in, and I was...

Saw a post with advice to make a list on who I want to be, so I can refer back to it when making or evaluating decisions. Let's give this a try. I want to be Level-headed in the face of...

I tried to write this journal three times with my voice but it was really janky. However, the bigger problem was that the words that come so naturally to me on paper were stuck in my throat, and...