OllieTree

This will be my submission for another art contest this year. Last year’s made it to county, but I havent heard back from them since, so probably not state. It was really anxiety inducing to paint,...

Was at the boyfriends house today and kept thinking negative thoughts, negative thoughts, I waste time, I can’t do anything, I’m a disappointment, I’m a bumbling fool, and I just started...

    After observing the relationship between my grandparents and my dad, I’ve noticed some things. My dad is very dominant and demanding. My grandparents- his parents- usually go with what he...

Went to a counselor type person today who described my potential career paths in my first choice school. This put into perspective how skilless I am compared to many other people. This is a highly...

I’m not sure how to begin. Back when the boyfriend and I first began dating, I was overwhelmed with something I’d never experienced before! Love. LOVE. Pure, senseless, happiness and devotion to...

Current description of how I’m feeling: BLUUUURRRRGHHH!!! God! I feel useless, lazy, weak! I feel like I can’t get ANYTHING DONE. I feel like a stupid phone addict, insecure, socially inept and...

For the past few days, I’ve been staving off anxiety by playing games and watching videos and generally procrastinating, not doing my work or engaging in hobbies. Today, I was determined to get my...

It’s okay to not be happy all the time. It’s okay to be sad or even mad. Be patient with yourself and feel what you’re feeling, and I hope you’re happy soon. Thank you so much to those who...

I’m definitely feeling better after ranting and reaching out. Here are some pictures of the baby hummingbirds growing up. They’re big enough now that theire heads are always sticking out of the...

Latest work in progress, which I dubbed "Porcelain Mermaid". I have very obvious troubles with anatomy, both human and mermaid. But I like the expressionist, saturated, wild feel of the colors. I...

I feel low... at the lowest point in a while, maybe. Today was very emotional. This is likely the buildup of a lot of emotions over the course of the month. I feel very hopeless, and powerless....

I am here, I am awake, and I am in control. Things are almost never as bad as they seem! Breathe; its impossible to be anxious while breathing deeply. Take a moment to clear your mind.

so! I’m trying to draw more again. I feel such a pull towards art, and I admire it so much but when I try to make some I seem to get so self conscious, anxious, and plain lazy! So here. It’s a...