OllieTree

Floaty, again! Like I’m a being that exists outside of existence, looking in on everything through the glass of a giant snowglobe. Meaningless, nothing, and swirling snow. And I cried at school....

”Being alone isn’t so bad. First, play a few games. Then, simply learn to like yourself.”

I’ve been taking sleeping pills maybe twice a week since I can have problems falling asleep. Yesterday I forgot about the new anxiety medication and took half a pill.I’ve pretty much been a...

I think I get it now, kind of. My parents are set in their ways and their culture. And the way they were raised. There are certain things they will never do. there are certain things they will never...

It feels like it's getting worse.I don't know what it is, but time is so very warped for me. I've been in winter break for a week and a half and it feels like it's been a year. My memories of school...

Sometimes I feel like a little pixela single pixelfloating in the middleof a wide screen TVthe movie plays, andI change color mindlesslywhen I try to think about it, Irealize I can’t remember what...

Yesterday was a storm- I spent the day whirling through stages of anxiety, depression, and dissociation, and had a long ass talk with my upperclassman-friend and began feeling so much better. I...

This is the piece I painted for a district art competition with the prompt, "Within Reach". I posted it online and it blew up somehow, too, with over a thousand upvotes! A lot of people expressed...

I still sometimes feel as if I should have done everyone a favor and offed myself a long time ago. On the best days I feel like someone who is thought of negatively by the world but tries their best...

Read it. Self Reliance by Ralph Waldo Emerson. "... that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground...

Something my ma said during an argument stuck in my mind. I can disprove everthing else she said (It's hard to take a screaming woman spouting shaming nonsense seriously) "You need to keep your...

I think that my life has been locked in for a very long time. Even as I say I try, I do new things, and I become more comfortable with some little event, I always felt as if I was staying in the same...

Surely this has been said before, but I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I asked myself if there was anything worth waking up for and nothing came up. Why should I wake up? I'm alone day...

I just had the most unsettling dream there's ever been. For the last couple of days, I've been having the same dream over and over again with a few variations. I always have my eyes closed for most...

Heya. I've been gone for a little. Or maybe it hasn't been long at all, I don't know. My life seems like a punctuated equilibrium, marked with times of little change and then sudden epiphanies and...