OllieTree

    Lot of things been building up lately, and today I ranted to a friend and just couldn’t be bothered to be nice to anyone. I guess you could even say I couldn’t be bothered to not be mean....

I’ve been private journalling like crazy, so it’s been a little lonely since it’s like being in a little bubble, and I have no idea how crazy I sound. Hello good citizens and denizens all. I...

      When I talked to a severely depressed friend, I started thinking about how I used to be. I remember how life was when every day was a struggle, an exhausting battle. Always hating myself,...

People say that as a high schooler or a college student, you have to compromise between sleep, social life, and schoolwork. Or they say you can only choose two. What am I juggling! I'm sat here with...

Two days ago, I, uh, stopped dating my boyfriend. I don’t like to use the term “broke up” because it has negative connotations. Well, it was my first relationship, then my first end of a...

Has anyone here seen the musical, 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee? There's a song from it that I especially like.  I'll leave it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTjK9leC6jkSome...

  I suppose if I'm meant to be writing for myself, I'll do it some more and as I need it. The old anxiety school cycle... Go to school and stress, come home and stress so I don't do hw, stay up...

   And another thing that’s been going on, one of my friends has been the target of a bully for several months and it is the most fucking infuriating thing. I want nothing more than to throw that...

     School. Nice big iron block that came crashing back into my life like a desperate drunk ex.      I still think it’s hard to talk negatively about school, not because there’s nothing...

So I'm trying to get through this sort of burnout- or whatever its called, a result of prolonged stress and worry. Not even work itself, but the stress associated with work. I feel fried, I have no...

    Kind of a bad day today, one of those days where you just feel down for no reason, despondent.     This guy on the bus kept kicking my chair. I’ve always been so passive. I let things...

   I usually start these journals without a clear direction in mind, just a goal. I want to get something built up off my chest. When I begin feeling that lack of motivation, annoyance with life,...

    At best, I was somewhat unfortunate. Some of the people I see on r/raisedbynarcissists makes me thankful to be where I am. At least I’m not the rape denial family, or the guy whose parents...

 The picture I took was all yellowy and horrible because of the lighting so this is edited, it’s more colorful irl.

   This week has been an absolute wreck. I have a massive art assignment, large still life in pastels and color pencil on toned paper + a watercolor piece on slightly smaller paper. I’ve been...