Friday

It has been 88 days since I had a smoke.  I think i'm pretty much over it.  Every once in a while I something will happen where I think..hey I would be having a smoke right now.  It's kind of scary that I have had such an easy time quitting this time.  I guess, like they say, you have to truly be ready.

I feel like dog shit on a stick.  When the alarm went off and I rolled over to hit the button, I realized I had a horrible headache.  Of course, at first, I start to worry about it.  Then I realize, it was super windy here yesterday and even more so today.  40mph wind gusts.  I could hear the wind outside as I lay there trying to pretend it was NOT time to get up.  Everything here was already blooming to begin with...YUP, Allergy city.  FML. 

I am super tired. We had another really good speaker in class last night...but it went long again.  He talked until after 9pm and then it's a 30 minute drive home.  Surprise, surprise, he was not wasted when I got home.  I mean...he had a drink but he was not slurring his speech or anything...huh.  He asked me what was wrong...I said..i'm just super tired.  I know he is too...there is no way I could do the drive that he does every day.  He got up and made me a big salad and I sat down to eat...trying to keep my head from falling into my plate, lol.   There is only 4 more weeks of class.  I heard back from the evaluations and they said I will get another email after spring grades are posted...yippee..almost done.   

I just took two more ibuprofen.  If it's not better by lunch, I may go home early. I have like 200 hours of sick time to use up..blaaa haaa ha