Thursday

I am having the LONGESSSTTT  Thursday ever.  I have no motivation at work and the day is dragging on.  I have a million things i need to be doing and don't feel like doing any of them.  I feel very tired today but my mood has been much more even this week.  I did end up going and getting a massage after all.  My neck is better, but not 100 %.  I found a place near work that did a 30 minute massage for 35.00.  If I can manage it, I may go back again next week. I think sometimes that I just need to face that I'm getting older and may need a little adjustment here and there.  I am also not looking forward to going home tonight.  He has been wasted the last three weeks in a row when I got home.  I don't even have enough focus to write much of a journal...this too shall pass.

My scouting trip to Oregon is coming up soon...and shortly after that the semester will end.  I am trying to put together my final presentation but I'm stuggling with it.  I wasn't very good about documenting the details as I did it and now am trying to go through the whole thing in my head again to put it together.  I am trying to back off on the coffee with this Chicory stuff but it does not taste like coffee at all.  I think the decaf tea tasted better...maybe just stick with that.  Might have to suck it up and quit the coffee cold turkey.  Trying to switch off of it during the day just annoys me.  Maybe if it's my only choice I will get used to it.  Crap, I really LOVE coffee.