jaclyn1973

One sided relationships. You find them anywhere anytime. Romantic relationships, friendships, family relationships. They can all be one sided. And it hurts when you see that. Tried to talk to a...

A good day. A wonder what 3 hours sleep can do. Woke up seeing everything so much more clearly. No pain today. No tears. No sadness. No heartache. I'm not foolish enough to think the euphoria will...

My sister went home from the hospital today. She has a cut knee, a head wound, and a "small" back fracture. Ok, I knew that. But last night she sent me a pic of her face. Her face has various...

Sigh, an odd day. an emotional day. Was settling in to work this morning when I got a text from ex. I'd been expecting one. If not this week, then next week when he has his birthday. It's been right...

Not a bad day. Not feeling well. Nothing in particular wrong, just don't feel good. Probably allergies/sinus. Ran errands during lunch singing "I don't feel good. uh-uh,  uh-huh. I don't feel good"...

 Had a good day. Had a good therapy session. Went to Walmart to get some things. needed to go to sporting goods to get some of those things you put around your neck to keep cool. We have a football...

Doing well. didn't accomplish much over holiday weekend, but didn't expect or plan to. Interesting thought pattern tonight. Was thinking about the months coming up: anniversaries of very very hard...

Have come up with plan to stay away from ex when he calls me for whatever reason. Making a list of all the ways he's hurt me and broken my heart. Especially the things he said and did that ended our...

I work at a university. It just happens to be the university where I met myhusband/ex to be 25 years ago.  Most of "our" places are gone as things have changed a good bit over the years. Still. Most...

Sent ex email saying we cannot have any more "encounters". No more bootie calls. Sent another man (who has been married for 6 months) a message telling him-as I've always told him-no, he cannot come...

DAMN DAMN DAMN.  Did it again. He called. I didn't know the phone rang, so it was an hour before I knew he'd called. I meant to push the button to see if he left a message. Instead I pushed the...

Meh, I'm ok. Still pissed with myself for sleeping so much. Had bad headache today probably from sleeping to much or not eating because I slept too much. made myself go out today. Didn't need...

Spent too much time sleeping this weekend. I know better than to do that. Wasn't depressed. Just felt like sleeping. gonna pay for it, I know.Realizing that 16 years ago this month, I gave up my life...

Doing ok, I think. Had good therapy session on Wednesday. Over a week now and no contact. Had the urge to go to the house and play with the dogs at a time when I knew he wouldn't be home. I do that...

doing ok. Tomorrow is the one week mark. No contact at all. But he's on my mind constantly. Still, I have again reached the point again, where I don't constantly check my cell or landline looking to...