jaclyn1973

A crap kinda day. Sat by the phone waiting to hear from the mechanic. Finally had to call him of course. Car dies on me when I turn corners or slow down to stop. Engine light is on. I thought it...

Mixed bag today. Couldnt get car worked on, but looks like it will work out tomorrow. Bought some groceries. Went out to eat with a friend. I've been surprisingly good about holding on to my money....

Monday goals accomplished. Signed paperwork. Got my things. Paid my bills thru end of July. Also applied for unemployment and found out about foods tamps. Dont really NEED those things right now, but...

Feeling UGH...restless, etc....but...think it's because I Didnt wake up until 5 P.M.!! today. That is not good. Tomorrow is last day at work. Decided to just go in long enough to get my things and...

Have made some really bad decisions this week. My life is at a very critical crossroad. I HAVE to take charge of myself and get busy doing the things I need to do or I am going to crash and burn. If...

So much going on..I wish things would slow down. Then again I wish they would speed up so that I would be outa here!Friend here who had asked me to stay with her till I found another job, has backed...

Last week I was told my contract was not going to be renewed. When they told me why, it was bs and I decided to fight them. In the end they decided they needed to "document" my "failings" to cover...

Well, the bottom of my world fell out today. My contract is not going to be renewed so I will be out of a job after June 30th. I'm in shock. Crying.But at the same time reaching out to various...

Just like I figured. As a result of the contact yesterday even though it was practically nothing and even though I do believe it was an honest mistake on his part....my mood is in the toilet. Having...

My new mantra:Don't want him, don't need him, don't love him, don't miss him, don't like him, don't know him....Repeat every hour on the hour for the first 10 days. After 10 days repeat as needed. I...

May sound odd...but I have given myself permission to not love him anymore. No contact in 3 weeks. Have not seen him in a couple of months

It's 1:45 a.m. here. I'm waiting for the dye on my hair to finish. In about 10 hours or so I will be leaving for Tennessee and my brother's wedding. It's finally here. I'm really not looking forward...

where did this month go? Sigh...Almost lost my job today...and wouldn't THAT have been a kick in the ass. Nobody's fault but my own. They have stood by me and stood by me and have done all they can...

Going in to the last week before my brother's wedding. sigh...Hard to keep my thoughts from remembering the last week before my wedding and what we were doing. I have a sedative to take if I start...

Friday. Only half days on Fridays. Had to drive to the next town over to deposit a check. Had lunch and bought a couple tops for my trip. It was on ok day. But..it's Friday. Nothing waiting for me at...