jaclyn1973

Read through my journals to make sure I had not already told you what he said to me a few weeks back.About a year before we split up, we went in to bankruptcy. Chapter 13 I think..the one where you...

Job is going well, I think. Everything else... not so much. Finally got an apt. It's horrid and I hate it but best I can do with the bankruptcy on my record right now. Speaking of which I am getting...

Found an apt. It's not great. Dont like it much, but it is a place to live for a year while I put the jigsaw puzzle that is my life back together again. Will take first load of stuff over tomorrow...

In Baton Rouge, mostly. Have not found a place to live yet, so staying in extended stay place. Bankruptcy making it hard to find something.He's messed the BRuptcy up again. It's been kicked out and...

Time is zooming towards the day when I start my new life. I'm hoping to make it a normal life where I cook, clean, and do the things I'm supposed to do. Where I'm not a vampire/sloth. It's been so...

Time is passing. Next weekend I will take a load of clothes and necessities to Baton Rouge. Planning to stay in an extended stay place for a week or two while I find a place to live. Will come back...

Well, a big day. A bittersweet day. Found out this morning I did get the job in Baton Rouge. I start November 3rd. After I got off the phone, I burst in to tears. Yes, this move is what I have to do....

Made 3 trips to Baton Rouge about a job. THREE trips within a week. First trip was for interview. Second trip was for paperwork: drug test, fingerprints, background stuff to complete. Third trip was...

Very Tired. Been to S. Louisiana twice this week for job interviews. First one didnt pay enough and I could tell they were promoting from within. I want the second one but have serious doubts I will...

I dunno. ups and downs. bad decisions made (perhaps). often just don't seem to care anymore. feel like I've given up inside. still. now and then, something pulls me out of myself. in spite of myself....

Rambling: out of a job since June 30th. Have had no interviews. Contacted but for one reason or another I was not interested in the job. Apartment falling apart: things I need to contact maintenance...

Thought i was doing better. Thought I was past hurting. Evidently not. I'd been doing so well and now I am crashing again. Crying a little. Mostly down in the dumps and moping. I've got to get out of...

Was feeling so good and so "safe" about my finances because I had somewhat of a cushion. Put my car in the shop-AGAIN. The cost is one month's rent...so there goes my cushion. I still have enough for...

Had been doing really well. Yesterday I received an email about one job and a phone call about another one. I returned the phone call and set up an interview for today. Ran errands. Got my hair cut,...

Feeling very down today for some reason. Car still not fixed though he said it was. He said it's bad gas and just need to drive it. I went to autozone to get them to do a diagnostic. It came back as...