jaclyn1973

Things continue to go well. Sometimes that worries me. Have a date with a new guynFriday. Saturday is Jazz Fest. Really hope I will be able to make myself go alone since I dont have anyone to go...

Isn't it funny when we miss several days of posting cause we are doing well? Kinda like only turning to god when things are bad. I'm doing pretty good. I was sick all last week and i'm not sure what...

Have not written in several days. Have been ill and nothing going on. went to Kilgore and spent Easter weekend with some friends. It was fun, but showed me I am spending too much time alone. It was...

Still doing well. I knew though that talking with him, laughing with him, spending time with him would make me want to be with him. So, putting my cell phone up, taking a sleeping pill, and going to...

Ding Dong the funk is gone. Which old Funk? The wicked funk! Ding Dong the wicked funk is gone! Feeling so much better since I decided to be civil to the ex and #4. My cousin said-Jackie, when you...

Today I am feeling much much much better. I stopped using the hormone stuff so it might be that. But also I changed my mind about something and I really think that's why. My ex's next wife is moving...

A little bit better today but still so low. Gonna stop that hormone stuff and see if that is what is makiing me so weepy and everything. Need to go to the store for a couple of things. but my first...

Feeling somewhat better this morning. took something to help me sleep and sleep and sleep last night. Yesterday was just so very very hard. There is only 1 thing tying us together and that is the...

I can't do it. I can't. I can't make it through this. Called ex to tell him trouble I was having opening a separate account at the bank-which I need to do so I can get off of the joint account. He...

Just like every day it seems for the last few weeks, I am up and down like a rollercoaster. It's so unlike me to have so many mood changes so quickly in the span of a day. Not sure why it's...

Have not been doing well lately and I'm not quite sure why. Have missed alot of work due more to depression than anything else. Taking my meds, going to therapy but still, lately I seem to be sliding...

Started out ok. Didn't sleep terribly late even though I was up late. Talked myself in to taking the dog down to the riverfront for a walk. It was ok at first but....Tons of motorcycles in town. Such...

An ok day, I guess. Horrible, horrible headache. Really wiped me out. Didn't accomplish anything at all today. apartment looks like crap. Feeling better about the disappearing men. I know that there...

Feeling ok...I guess. Just don't understand men at all. I don't have trouble accepting if a man doesn't want to date me or whatever. I can even somewhat understand if he doesn't want to come out and...

Feeling blech...sigh. Have been dating a little here and there, but never works out. Worse, they just disappear and don't even want to be friends and chat online or something. So tired of the...