8/13/2013

doing ok. Tomorrow is the one week mark. No contact at all. But he's on my mind constantly. Still, I have again reached the point again, where I don't constantly check my cell or landline looking to see if he has called. So, a little progress. Trying to get back to that one month mark.
bought a large jewelry box this weekend. First thought was how am I gonna get it to car and then get it from car-it's heavy. I might need to call him for help. Second thought was..phht, I can do this. I've got this. And I did. Well, it's still in the car but that's from laziness. I remember how independent and self sufficient I was all those years when I was single and living on my own. I am gradually getting back there. I remember how many times in our marriage he complained that I was too independent. Then, I remember after we split up him advising me not to become so dependent on the next guy as I was on him. In the next sentence he asked if I wanted him to take my car and get it inspected. I looked at him like he had 2 heads, but he never did realize the inconsistency.
 
I CAN DO THIS.