9/13/2013
A good day. A wonder what 3 hours sleep can do. Woke up seeing everything so much more clearly. No pain today. No tears. No sadness. No heartache. I'm not foolish enough to think the euphoria will last. Been down this road before. But I'm doing well.
I know it will hurt when #4 gets here. And when their engagement/wedding stuff hits the papers. there will be some rough times. but right now, it's all good. I feel very free.
Sister is doing better. she's started sending me pics of her injuries though. I wish she wouldn't. I have a very weak stomach about those kinds of things and I'm a visual person. I can't unsee what I've seen. The cut on her knee? looks like a shark bit her. It's to the bone and took 2 dozen stiches. When she had to stay a second night in the hospital? I was told it was because of mobility issues. turns out she had a fever and was coughing. they thought she was going in to pneumonia. Once the fever broke the coughing stopped. But she is getting better and that's what is important. Could have been so much worse.
I know it will hurt when #4 gets here. And when their engagement/wedding stuff hits the papers. there will be some rough times. but right now, it's all good. I feel very free.
Sister is doing better. she's started sending me pics of her injuries though. I wish she wouldn't. I have a very weak stomach about those kinds of things and I'm a visual person. I can't unsee what I've seen. The cut on her knee? looks like a shark bit her. It's to the bone and took 2 dozen stiches. When she had to stay a second night in the hospital? I was told it was because of mobility issues. turns out she had a fever and was coughing. they thought she was going in to pneumonia. Once the fever broke the coughing stopped. But she is getting better and that's what is important. Could have been so much worse.
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