8/27/2013

I work at a university. It just happens to be the university where I met myhusband/ex to be 25 years ago.  Most of "our" places are gone as things have changed a good bit over the years. Still. Most of the time it doesnt bother me. Still. There are days when I walk across the campus and I see ghosts. The ghosts of seasons past.....Sometimes I wish I had made different decisions that summer that we met. But, you can turn back time. It is what it is. No way to know what my life would have been like if I'd made different choices then. Could have ended up horrific... Ex sometimes teaches here as an adjunct and it's harder during those time periods.
October, November, December, and January are just around the corner. Months that I hate hate hate. I wish I was a bear and could hibernate.
But I'll be ok..Time will pass....it always does.