jaclyn1973

I don't know. Woke up early (for a Saturday) and had a headache, so took an aspirin and went back to sleep. Woke up 3 hours later. Still had headache and wanted to stay in bed..but made myself get up...

A pretty ok kinda day. Payday. Friday. Halfday. Can't hardly get better than that. Was restless and wanting to go on a roadtrip or something, but paid bills and ran errands which took care of that...

Funny I guess, that I dont seem to write when things are going ok. some things I can talk to others about but somethings can only be written here. Good session with theraist yesterday. She says she...

Thought all this crying crap was over. Guess not. Been a long time since I cried so hard, I just wanted to curl up in a fetal position on the floor and sob. Not sure how much is because ex and how...

I don't know. I just don't know. A pretty day ehre, so thought I'd take my dog down to the green market on the river. Yes, I knew EX wouod be there..but he's there every Saturday and I don't usually...

In such a bad place right now. for a few weeks I've been so very emotional. One minute I'm crying and the next I am rolling on the floor in hysterical laughter because of the things some of my...

Doing fairly good today, I guess. slept too much and my internal clock is all out of whack but I do that every weekend. Still very very weepy/emotional. Not sure how much of it is I need to get my...

Have not been on the site much lately due to computer problems. Think I got that more or less a little better. Things are..I don't know. Feel like all I do sometimes is whine about one thing or...

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Interesting. While taking my money out of the joint account and taking my name off acct, I noticed that ex had made a charge on a chevron gas credit card. This is odd because we are in bankruptcy and...

Every now and then I have an epiphany. In most cases various pieces of information in the filing cabinet of my brain will suddenly fit together like a puzzle-even though i didn't know there was a...

I know I talk about 'Karma" alot. I'm not sure I really believe in it because I can't quite merge it with my christian beliefs and I don't really think God does the Karma bit, but I could be wrong....

Feeling really really down today. Tremendously sensitive to what others say and do. Afraid for my future. Just the whole ball of wax and I have no idea why or what triggered it. Also been thinking...

An ok kinda day. Went to start process for new hearing aids. some good news some not so good. good news is I had enough money for what I needed and they will be ready in 2 weeks. Bad news is that my...

Don't really know what to say today. A bit pissed off at myself for sleeping so much this weekend but I often do that , so...Really need to clean apt but so far it hasnt been happening. Slept a long...