8/16/2013

Doing ok, I think. Had good therapy session on Wednesday. Over a week now and no contact. Had the urge to go to the house and play with the dogs at a time when I knew he wouldn't be home. I do that now and again. Twofer, especially gets excited to see me. Ex doesn't mind me doing that and I always try to go when I know he wont be there. Don't have to go in to house-and wouldn't-just sit in the yard with the dogs and play with them. Weather has been nice. might drop my dog off for a play date for the day. Would be good for her and she likes going over there now and then.
Funny the things that make you miss being with someone. Friend was talking about falling asleep on the couch and her husband coming in and telling her "honey, need to get up and take a bath." Made me sad I don't have that any more. Pictures of elderly couples walking down the street and holding hands. I miss the companionship so very much.