malibumark

why sometimes do I lose sight of all my confidenceand yet maybe when I am inactive, I have the luxury to do that.Seriously, I feel spastic and miserable at work at times - but the need to keepat the...

don't just be one party, be both, neither right or left, but republican and democrat..be the red AND the blue...purpleI hope that some of our elected leaders will be motivated to honor the noble...

A good plan today is better than a perfect plan tomorrow. ~George Patton This was today's affirmation on the Dailystrength.org site.It inspires me to reach for more and yet when I dothe voices in my...

I think I have thought about becoming a monk because I'd like to be in a place where I was loved. I realize I am loved, I just have to see it comes in all shapes and sizes,.and nothing is perfect. I...

it's weird, i am totally noticing that in my 'down time' when i don't have activityi tend to think about hurtful things or like let a thought fester into a paranoia or anxiousnessor conversely i can...

I didn't know what to put as the title, perhaps it should have just been "Athletic." - I have the propensity to get set in my ways (for good reason) seeking out pattern, habit, comfort - and I know...

so today is thursday and I did something that is telling that I am starting to develop some old, but good practices.my income is very low - but I am paid on Thursdays - and I have decided that every...

I have been fighting some darkness today but with some success, learning to not fixate on it - and keeping busy with other things.I have been dealing with myself with a lot of pressure and I thought...

I had a good day at work, got a lot done, though it was the shorter of all the days I am scheduled for.I work 4 days at 4.5 hours and one day, Wednesday, I work 4 hours. I work the morning shift from...

i know this is kind of crazy but as I worked today, I kind of felt like I could and want to be doing something else with my life.As I worked though, a side of me was egging for attention, it was like...

just after work now and listening to a Bernadette Peters. She takes me to another place and I just feel dreamy and good.Life couldn't be better. I know I have stuff to do - but god this lady can...

I kind of made some good realizations today about my abilities and how to manage my illness.a housemate talked to me and asked me how it was when it was all better (in so many words.)I replied -it's...

i had thought about yesterday the way some people seem to be able to make their lives as they would like it.today i realize 'that' was about giving our lives structure in a way. one way for me to do...

I was thinking today about how we can choose the type of life we have, we can choose the direction or the dynamic of it too-it all went down hill from there - and I kind of lost myself in the mists...