giving us structure

i had thought about yesterday the way some people seem to be able to make their lives as they would like it.

today i realize 'that' was about giving our lives structure in a way. one way for me to do that is to work hard at getting my goal

accomplished. i can do that. I am a hard worker and i can give my goal that energy. i can also be known for working too hard

and making myself sick. but one thing i recognized is that we are kind of given a structure to live with as youngsters.

and it's that structure or support - that might guide us to our goals successful or however as we progress in life...

and yet i know we also must give structure to ourselves... so that is just what i am considering - maybe how I have dealt with structure and my place in the world in the past - and how i need to regard structure going forward.

to work hard for what I want in life is important. i can be a man of extremes - with vice or hard work - but i am kind of seeing the structure in my life in clearer terms...