malibumark

I know this is a place to share, but I feel so selfish to approach what I want to talk about.Yesterday and last night were really nice. I went to my family's house and exchanged giftsand we talked...

I really appreciate all of your feedback over my last journal.This journal is just about how I came home from work - and went fromfeeling energized and purposeful - to the space in this house which I...

tonight i tried to sleep but couldn't. really dark thoughts kept happening.i wondered about juxtaposing the way i think during the day to how i thinkwhen it is just me alone at night. i think there...

I am watching a really good show on PBS. It's a Brit-Com called "Doc Martin." I love how flawed the characters are.They're so realistic and make me feel a sense belonging if that sounds a little...

I think some days tell us why we are here. They are filled with so much 'whispers and scents' metaphorically speaking of why I am here on earth and the day itself seems to encourage me to fulfill a...

I went to my father's house today and shared some time with my parents and my siblingsand neighbors. i felt fatigued after a while of being there. Just too much exhaustion from working in the garden...

sitting here. had a morning of activity - woke up, washed up, went out for coffee, took my vitamins, went for a walkread emails, responded to facebook, manicured my nails,wrote in my journal and then...

I have felt like it is hard to look beyond the box of television or the internetor my Iphone to find that which tells me what my life is - or what I like - or what I can conceive of doing with my...

I am challenged to transition from time alone - doing something I enjoyand then move on to time with others - where I am thinking about others' feelings and just social stuff.I love to be with other...

it is so strange how I struggle to keep myself from going down some crazy roads mentally - and to that end I then look to pass the time for some reason wtching TV - I have chosen the TV as a valid...

just came in for a really beautiful walk. I actually slowed down to make it last and just kind of strolled along enjoying the birdsand the insects and neighborhood.At first I found myself feeling...

I went to work today. Thank God! :) I felt miserable and yet just kept on picking myself up to do the work.I felt bad but felt better because I kept on going! Then the whole process of getting better...

it's the end of the day and spent a lot of the time thinking to myself about things.I probably could have done more but I felt like I had to process some things - let thingsswirl around and have my...

Here's something from David Sedaris: Notes from the road . . . • “I told Hugh yesterday that when I die, I would like my body taken to an ice creamatorium. Then, I would like a traditional...

 I have learned a valuable lesson this week so far.I am on vacation right now for a week - but in the mean time without the structure of workmy mood has shifted to an extreme kind of state but I...