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i texted an ex husband of a college friend of mine who I haven't seen since around 2003. He's a nice guy - but I still had nerves doing it. We have been in touch on FB, and email - but we were...

Yesterday was a fruitful day. I was able to adjust to my drilling down - and I was focusing on what I needed to do.My emotions just seemed like one more thing to take care of and that seems just...

my boss said to me today about my vacation "It was a hard week without you." So kind of her. We are kind of like rubber and glue sometimes - but we have remained as professional as possible and today...

the cautiousness i have in life has come from really frightening experiences should i let those fears steal away my ability to dream? or to take chances?I think of religion and how that kind of has...

i went to my Dad's house today. It was a quite very 'chill' time. We all just relaxed and it was nice. I left the house and started to focus on living my life on my own. I think I am not alone that...

i am closing my eyes for the night and literally I start to wonder how I should be livingas if there were one way to liveor I seek for a meaningful life though routine and ritual, life bench marks...

My way of dealing with my Schizoaffective Disorder has been to try and be as self responsible as possible sothat I can "own" my life and be as healthy as possible in relationships with others and...

I didn't really know how to title this, but I feel the power to make a good day out of the ephermal stuff.I feel like I have tried to systematize things in my life before - but that doesn't always...

today was a good day. i have learned a lot about being present to my emotions - and using that presence to assess and move foreward.i have gotten lost in my emotions before and now i don't think I am...

things are going ok today. I didn't have anything planned today - and the habit of going online or watching tv is something I think is not worthy.. does that makes sense? So I went for a walk. I went...

I have been thinking about things and also thinking about something an old therapist once said to me.She said that we all have a 'different shape' and so things are different for each of us. I don't...

I am just feeling my life a bit today. I went out with my sister this past Tuesday and it was really nice.I heard from her again yesterday which was very nice. It is my little sister's birthday today...

I don't know how many others were not able to get on the site but now it's fixed! :)Things are good here. Had a nice morning. Well it challenged me and I realized why. So I wrote to my Dr. telling...

back at the house now and am just trying to remember to be self responsible.don't forget to breath, and it's my 'time off' and can make some room to entertain myself.not just cliche'd pictures but...

as I wrote I have time off this week.I go to a museum today to meet with my sister and then have lunch..I feel kind of unsettled and nervous - but I guess I will just keep in mindthat my little...