malibumark

These past two days have been about me trying to think in terms of what I could potentially do for work.I work part time now, but I have been thinking about going into something full-time or I have...

I had a couple of therapists (a Pyschiatrist and a therapist) who worked in concert to try and teach me the realities of life. It was a really grim process and relationship. I understand it,I really...

I am starting to see that in accepting my now and then negative qualities it helps meaccept the day, accept myself, accept the struggles and function better. Allowing myselfto have these qualities is...

Earlier today i looked outside myself for love and support. Ultimately from the person I looked to,I didn't feel appreciated. It is the new year so I may be extra sensitive.I know though that I can...

I am teetering a little bit from a feeling of self responsibility and an 'oh woe is me' state.It's just what I think we all go through at some level. Wherea stronger sense of self turns into a...

I am becoming more aware of my limits lately. More aware that I may not havemuch more to aspire to in my life however as I said this to my Father - he encouraged"You've got to find your happiness."...

I feel the draw to make sense out of something that no longer makes sense to me.I was a part of a church congregation that involved me in their life. I then the other weekendwas sent an email by one...

I think I am getting to know the mischief my mind 'gets up to' and how I respond to it.I often have felt undermined by my own mind, it's curiousness and it's machinations.I know now that I am...

I am realizing for me, though I have come to a kind of understanding of the issues at play with my illness, it still takes a little extra effort for me to keep the anxiety 'at bay.' I may understand,...

I am thinking about joining the gym nearby my house but the cost of it may not make it possible.I think I've got to try it - and then I will have to forego some other expenses so I can do it.I am...

I try and grown from my experiences and be adaptive enough to roll with what life puts in front of me.It's a major drag when you make some discoveries that seem to advance yourself to where you want...

I feel like I've got this pattern to my moods. Well I am bipolar and I go up and I go down.But I feel like i am supposed to fetter out some truth to things. I think what I said is my truth. I go up...

lately it seems God is showing me who I really am. I can think or feel that I am more than I really am at times and then, I get a glimpse of the reality and I fall back down to earth.I heard, on the...

I have been socializing a lot more lately. I am starting to make new relationships and starting to commit to those relationships. This is guiding my sites towards seeing now what I'm really wanting...

We have a new housemate here at the house and she is mighty limited and mighty sick.I have no idea what she would do without her family yet she is so abusive to them.The new element in the house has...