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I take finesteride (Propecia) for hair loss. I read today it sometimes causes depression and suicidality and impotence.I didn't know this. The pharmacist who reviewed it with me mentioned only sexual...

I think I am not alone here in that I can feel so down about myself for being flawed.I realize my shortcomings but though I reach out to others like my Dr. or family or folks here on DS.org, I...

I went to work today and just got into the flow of things.I am not sure I can describe what I learned. I realized its real important to go with the flow - push forward - no matter how you feel - and...

....was at work today, and pushed myself through the day.I felt a lot of acceptance for where I am, what I am doing and just about life.Yesterday's journal taught me about maturity for dealing with...

I don't know if this is right - but it seems to be what I am thinking about.Life is not comfortable - and I do push myself in some ways - but I am starting to seethat pushing yourself is really...

I need to build myself up. I have a hard time transitioning from being alone to being with family and friends. Likewise it goes the opposite way from being with family and friends to being alone - I...

I was at work today ...and worked my buns off as usual.  I thought aboutsome things like my devotion to the job - and my sense of health and well being that has comefrom having something to do and...

I am having a hard time putting pen to paper (virtually of course) in order to capture my experience. I went to work today and was kind of open to more feelings and intereststhan I usually am. I...

I don't know if i need to write this down.I will though.I was at work earlier today and my feelings started to bother me.I had a mix of feelings - and yet I decided not to let them get the upperhand....

just came in from a walk. it felt great to be in the outdoors after the rain.it's sunny clear and windy, with puddles reflecting the bright light. Everythinggot a good wash down from the torrents of...

I have been thinking about some things today. Flexibility is one of them.I have so often found myself being tossed around by 'in person' relationships.I think I have held on fast to ideas of...

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I was recognizing at work that I felt so down and suicidal actually - like my life wasn't worth it.... but then, when I sat down for coffee break... I thought it's just a bad day...and then I...

I am realizing that I need to be brave enough to live my own life and support myself eventhough I have had the wind kicked out of me from this 'condition.' For a while now I have been recuperating -...

I am not going to buy into the 'down' feelings I have this morning.I want someone to be there for me to tell me I am special and to reassure methat all's ok. I kind of realized I have to do that for...