malibumark

I today I had some ideas about what I could be doing and what I was NOT doing.Yes, I was inspired to take the reigns of my life more today. Take some control - good inspiration.I started to build up...

I know I have my limits, and I kind of live on the outskirts - but I am seeing that I am still part of a team.Different teams. The team of my family. The team at work. And the team here at the board...

I have my struggles but I feel so lucky.I can help people, and I have a job and a nice room.A couple of very nice Dr.s too.My family has been amazing. My friends so giving.

I am recognizing that I have to reach out beyond my feelings to create theday that I am really wanting... I can drill down and try and block out all of the indecision, anxiousness or unknowing - but...

i love inspirational stories of people achieving in unusual, iconoclastic ways...but i am thinking about my own future and where my road will lead? my sister has a friend, who is friends with a...

after I wrote the previous entry, my day kind of descended into sadness and fatigue at the prospect of starting anything.I kind of just thought along the lines that I had done work already, maybe...

a good day at work... I was open at the start of the day, and some people were friendlyand some people were not...and slowly the down, barren and unlovedfeelings came to me, I lost momentum and then...

I went to work today and had a good outlook. I was trying not to be so much about myself and just be supportive and flexible.The work day was ok, I didn't get as much done as I would have liked, I...

yes, thinking again. Reaching out past my anger and trying to grasp why I don't seek more experiences or more mission in my life.I think having a mental illness has made me equate that 'issue' as...

I am feeling anger and aimless. I know I have to deal with this. What do you guys do with your anger? I don't usually feel anger.I will stick to my usual routine. I know it must sound stupid that I...

I had a wonderful time with my sister, brother in law, brother and friends today. I drove back home.I have begun doing my routine of television watching for a Sunday night. I prepped my medicines...

I am shaking it off, because I know it's not real, but I need in the morning to be around positive energy.I woke up here and there wasn't positive energy - and little things made me paranoid and...

so i felt that way, so i am learning to just drop it.watching final 4 is much more fun!

I totally felt like life is beating me down today at work. But I am here now  - after work, watching some inspiring nature themed tv - and getting back into the world of the things I like. My mood...