malibumark

 I was going to email my sister but decided to write here instead.I went to work today and there is a new lady who has joined the Bakery team.She was very nice, and I was partially involved with...

I took some photos with my family the other day on my birthday and I asked my little sister if she could send them to me. She did earlier today and it hit me hard - I looked so ill and just...

it's weird how desperately low feelings can mask any other reality at times.it's really scary how that can be. I feel so badly for those who succumb to those feelings.I wish we could all 'shake it...

today has been a really hard day. serious negative feelings and i need to just reach out.i woke up early to go to work and then when i got there they sent me home because they needed me to work...

My mood dipped last night and it's lasted till this morning. I am in control though.I am going about my daily chores and getting up to speed with what I have to do.I don't have to feel 'sunny' to get...

I am with my family today. We're all siting in the living roomwatching golf and some are on their computers and some are reading the paper.I am sitting on the couch using a laptop. I am grateful to...

I am lucky for what I have in my life. It's Mother's Day and though mymother has passed, I am with my Father and stepmother today - and it is nicethat I was included. I have to say I am very thankful...

I have been mellow today, dealing well with keeping my emotions in check - even when I felt themgoing one way or the other (I quickly understood why they were happening most likely ...fatigue and I...

I am finding it's very easy to be passive and entertain myselfby sitting in front of the TV. I keep wanting it to be the answer - I sit in front of itso much - and supposedly we're supposed to find...

I went to work today and now I am back at home... just hanging out.I was with my family the other day - and I noticed something about myself as I was with them.I was hanging on for dear life to...

I had a bad social experience this morning.It colored my morning - and I felt a real low sense.I have so much hill to climb and this thing that happenedthis morning made it feel like it is all not...

  I am sitting here in my room and I am thoughtful of some things that might  be good for me to share.  I spent a lot of time yesterday being thoughtful about a life plan and I was pretty...

i am finding right now 'it's not easy being green.' i feel the weakness and the strain that goes with having mental illness. I went to do my volunteer thing at the hospital yesterday but I left soon...

lost a few more pounds. 175 should be a good goal. 6ft tall and 175. That's cool for me.

lately I have felt like there's a struggle between the way I can feel when I am optimistic and full of promise and then the way things as they really are. I don't strive for things, I get distracted-...