malibumark

I won't sugar coat it, when work started today it was a pretty bad day. I felt lazy - and I cut corners - and a coworker caught me on it.I felt like crap - and I tried to just muster the better...

A word of wisdom came to me today while at work. I initially felt kind of weak, dizzy and not really 'into' the work. But I kept working of course - but then I realized that 'no matter how I feel at...

I wrote an email inquiring about an opportunity to volunteer somewhere.I wrote some emails to friends and family. I ate something and rested in the sunand went for a walk. For some reason as the day...

there's something really bad about the television. there's so much more i could be doing.and yet, i find when I don't have a task to do, or someone to relate to, the tv is where I plop downand focus...

I have been having flashbacks lately of being in the hospital - and also when I was really sickand I was just on the streets..I saw my brother today - we went to lunch and it was really good to see...

I went to work today and kind of still thought about what I wrote about yesterday.I was tired but I was trying to do good work. I don't know why but my coworkers were annoying me.I felt like I was...

who is my rock when I am alone? when no one I know can be by the phone?I try to meditate on things that are given?On nature, on humility on where I am goin?I found today an acceptance that my pride...

I am trying to take seriously what I want to write about and yet if I take it too seriously I will fry my own mind!Today was a good day.. and after a string of things that kept me busy.. My day...

I just went for a walk, a long walk, and I realized I was starting to get tired. As I usually do I pushed myself and then started to get all dreamy and ruminating and I tried to NOT do that.When I...

the title of this entry came from something Carry Fisher once said. She was brilliantand had BP. What I am reminded of today - and maybe what I am addressing is what to do with my daysafter I come...

I started to experience some crippling anxiety about a certain subject here this afternoon.I coached myself to just stay the course and keep at my schedule to get ready for bedand then slowly I...

so things over all progressing well i think. I have been adjusting to my needs as they arise. I have been thinking aboutlooking for volunteer work again but moreso a kind of a humanitarian passion. I...

just saw a great show about the story of "The Sharps" who defied the Nazis during the war.They really lived and worked for the cause of serving their fellow man. It makes me want to dosomething...

just saw a great show about the story of "The Sharps" who defied the Nazis during the war.They really lived and worked for the cause of serving their fellow man. It makes me want to dosomething...

I posted this to Facebook and then it felt pretentious.I think it's a great quote but for some reason I just felt I had to delete it even though one person had liked it already.. I did this when I...