a good night
I think I have thought about becoming a monk because I'd like to be in a place where I was loved. I realize I am loved, I just have to see it comes in all shapes and sizes,.and nothing is perfect.
I think when I am alone, I think I am deserving of my own love just as I would love those in my life. So why not give to myself good things too?
It can get kind of lonely out here, though I live with others. Maybe that is a sign that I should try and reach to those here and reach out to old friends and make some new ones as well. Maybe I deserve to have a significant other in my life?
I think I have felt that I've needed to live in 'perfection' rather than how things are - perhaps because I didn't know how to accept things that weren't just so - as well
as love myself.
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