meditation class

I feel weird about having the week off from work - I am happy for it - but I get caught between a place of not wanting to have structure and wanting to have structure, from doing whatever I damn please to having some meaningful content to the break. Maybe the culmination of the week off will fall somewhere in between. Definitely realizing how empty my life is - but I have wonderful friends and family. I just don't have a significant other or children or even a pet to dote on. My plants are my kids! ha! Still though I need to look for work or invention and get on with some healthy pursuits.

I'll go to the gym later - and I'll go to meditation clalss at 1215p. I feel like a worn out reed that has had to learn to be so flexible in life that it's outer hull has become wrinkled with fractures. I'll keep positive - it's not productive

to feel sorry - I guess it's just the juggling act of life just as we all have to deal with it. I am grateful for what I have.

Peace and Best,

Mark