today
home from the Dr.'s office - today taught me a lot about persevering even though
you have some negative feelings. We all have bad feelings and so it came clear to me
as I called this just 'my normal' that as I moved forward today and disregarded the
noise - I kept positive and moved forward.
I came home right now - and I was really pumped and excited - I thought I need to keep the structure
-a gear shift for me - but I did my things to keep things in order - and then turned on the TV.
I feel like this structure that I keep is my dialogue with a the people in society -
I feel like this structure that I keep is my dialogue with a the people in society -
I kept things orderly - and it keeps me clear and I feel good.
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I was wrong. I feel so fucked up. I am here at the apartment watching tv and my mind is going all scrambled eggs.
I can never seem to keep the mind calm from doing mischief. It attacks me... That's why I have structured certain aspects of my life - so that if I go all scrambled eggs - at least I have certain aspects of my life taken care of.
That's good that you have structured parts of your life. Sorry your mine is ''all scrambled''. I dont' really know what you mean by that, but I hope you can find a way to "unscramble" it. Take care, Mark.
thanks becky!