I need someone to talk to, I see my faults

I see my flaws and faults and am having real humble day.

I struggle with being myself - and then dealing with the different messages that life gives to me.

Some people respond well to me - and others do not. Like at work.

I struggle with how I am supposed to be and yet I think I am dealing with just 'who I am.' I think to pray

as I walk in life - and keep faith inside and that keeps me quieted. Too much reaching out beyond my nose and I could get into trouble so I am just keeping on. Maybe I will go back to the meditation classes. I think that would be really something to look forward to. My family is so good to me. My friends are so good as well.

I feel so lucky.