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happy mother's day. I went to my sister's house for mother's day today. Our mother has passed but my sister has a daughterand we had a nice brunch and then a long walk after to the park.It was a fun...

I think if I want to be safe, I will also look for ways to make more money and cover my expenses and the unforseen more.... I think I also, when faced with the unknown but am full of motivation - I...

I don't know why it is, but as I have aged and come to awareness and health, I have also lost much of my sense of adventure.Maybe it's just a different phase of my life, where I am aware of and...

I went to work. I worked hard and things opened up for me... After work, I had decided the day before that, I would go down to the market in Malibu and buy myself a couple of things.That 'plan'...

I have been spending much of my time trying to deal with my illnessand I have been trying to write about it here.Today I feel just so appreciative of you guys here at Dailystrength.org.You've held a...

I am off work now, at home. I am feeling ok.  I need to do something with my day, or else my day will do something with me! :) heheI was at work earlier and I found there is a beauty to being...

I was feeling really depressed when I got home from work. I felt the emptiness of my life, like a free radical withoutan element or compound to call my own. Then my parents called me from the...

I went to work this morning. I wasn't feeling very stabile, or good. I kept pushing myself though.I finally thought of the idea that working through the discomfort and being committed to what...

i wrote about depression today on the boards.i don't want to beat myself up - maybe I should rest for a while.I wonder why I seem to need some other force in my life to get work donerather than...

Starting the day here, feel like I need to 'turn a new leaf.'I know this is partly my paranoia - but I see or maybe assume how my family can find my condition aggravating because I talkabout it a...

good night friends. it's been an up and down day. tried to listen to others and see their points of view. also tried to deal with my own natureand how i get when i'm by myself. i know it won't be...

creating a plan - I know I need to plan things for me to do.I kind of have to shake off those stumbling blocks for me.Whatever it is that makes me freeze up.. the unknowing??en marche!

So it's one day late :)

I wrote to my friend Jan, that I had was struggling with an issue. That issue that finally crystralized in my note to herhas me now thinking about the essential or part of the essential nature of...

i don't want to be a downer, it was hard to focus on the positive at work. my focus was on the dissaray and mostly i didn't feel so great. I shrugged it off, or tried to... felt angry, tired,...