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Mood:  Ok

Hard time

I am finding it hard to be alone tonight. Watching the news and about to go to bed. Trying to feel good about the fact that I am taking care of what I need to. Maybe it’s because it’s Independence Day. Sending good kharma and vibes to you guys.

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Deckard
Deckard

Good karma back at you Mark. I hope you sleep well.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Chris
arfie
arfie

I'm finding it hard to be with people this morning. We have 3 visitors in already crowded sub-standard housing and. . .

I found my independence in the tent I set up by the chicken coop. It's the dark of the moon this week. The star gazing was as great as it gets here in the Light Ages. Is it true that the brighter we get, the less enlightened we are. I miss the ancient lights of the stars.

Perhaps the surest route to independence is in Helen Keller's secret of happiness: To find contentment within whatever circumstances life sends us. She was blind, deaf and mute. Can we call her ability to tell us that as an even greater miracle than you and I surviving our respective circumstances?

Sending fireworks your way. . . From sea to shining sea.
MoobbusT
MoobbusT

Loneliness is tough. I love being alone yet crave company sometimes. Weird.
malibumark
malibumark

thanks Arfie! and thank MoobbusT, life's a mystery for sure - it's good to make lemonade with the circumstance - it's also
a gift when the transition being from 'being with people' to 'autonomous' kicks in. Right now I am home from work- and have to hurry to my Meds doc appointment. Things are good. Grateful.