I am alone with my thoughts and I'd like to chat with someone. I am going to wash up after this.
Do the dishes that I left from last night and then change my clothes and then maybe go get a coffee.
Things are ok...My mind really attacked me during work - and now that I am at home - I am more at ease
for some reason.. I am thinking...gratefully... rather than burdened by the pursuit of finding answers - that
"no one has the corner on truth or knowing all the time." I just feel relaxed about it. I can sometimes feel
a real panic about myself when I am at home. Like I don't have a right to feel comfortable or to enjoy things
when there's so much reality I am not facing. That was before.. but right now I am feeling accepting about stuff
and I am glad of it for some reason ...very grateful. I think I'll call my therapist and leave a message.
I hope you guys are having a good day. Sending good vibes, and support and good kharma to carry you
through the weekend! xo Mark