malibumark

I was alone for most of the day - trying to keep busy and learn along the way...Got in touch with some of the truths about myself to hold onto as a way to find strength with going on with my...

I've come across this hen wandering around the neighborhood many times.She's super confident and sometimes walks in the street and stops traffic but acts as though she hasn't noticed.It's like she...

there's such an honesty I am tempted to writethat I fear it will destroy me. I don't know why life seems toalways edit me out from taking action...I was visiting with my parents this morning,...

I keep an orderly, organized home. I keep things in their designated places so that I'llalways know where they are - and never lose anything. I keep the dishes washed,the garbage and recycling put...

just turning my frown upside by encouraging myselfto keep at my little corner of the world. I'm keepingup my part of the society at large! lol 

I was perplexed at first when waking up this morning and it hit me that I must havedrank too much Port last night and I think that just made me queazy and needing someextra sleep. I woke really...

I am finding that the answer for me in life is to find something to do that fills my soul.We all have to make money and support ourselves but what I would say to someone startingout that with all the...

I started my day by lazying in bed until around 650am...late for me!I took a shower and dressed and then went out to get a coffee.I came home and played with Blue and just thought about the day...

I feel bad for saying this - but working it out here in the journal is what wecan do.I have found myself finding structure about taking care of my life with a sense of reason to itas best I can --...

I have been so keen on saving money...living very muchwithin and below my means and saving the most I can. I am on vacationnow for two weeks and I have spent liberally yesterday and todayfor my home...

I found myself seeking peace last night, I have found myself aware and more awareof the nature of who I am and how I seek peace though I also seek the robustness of life...I found myself looking at...

I went to work this morning...and it was a good productive day...I came home to the apartment, and played with Blue. Made some lunchand hopped in the shower to get the grime of the workday off.I then...

lately I have noticed more and more how paranoia has fueled my minda lot. It happens to me before I realize what it is - but more so recently - i have been awake to it and havefound myself spinning...

I have really noticed for myself that I become very fatigued after a while workingeither driving for my parents or working at the market (and this happens after only a few hours).I think fatigue has...

my sense of woe is back this afternoon, I don't know how people do it - but I have to just resolve to make my time here at home pleasant for myselfand Blue. At times it feels as though I can't have...