malibumark

the day has progressed. I have gone from insight and clarity and growth, battling and adjusting to the near reality of mania to then shopping andthen visiting with my parents and losing my sense of...

went for coffee this morning and then came home.My thoughts are speeding up, as are my highs - but I realized I have to keep busy even whenI can't decided on what to do. I took that knowledgefrom...

I went to work this morning, and experience a lot of upheaval emotionally.Just the rise and fall of feelings, chaos, disorganization and varying feelings.I stayed the course - did the work well and...

Last time I spoke with my therapist "Dr. S", she said she noticed about me thatI am kind of META in the way I am in the world. The observation stuck with me -she said "lots of times philosophers and...

just relaxing a little bit and playing with Blue.The morning at work went alright. Got some good thingsdone and talked to my boss for a little while about our agenda.I tried to think about things...

a new day here..I am grateful...dark ominous clouds outside..drizzling every once in a while but nothing too extreme...the weather seems not reallydeciding to committ to a downpour...I went to get a...

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I got up at 6am today! Major 'sleep in' for me. It feelsso good! I got up and went for coffee. Starbucks.Things are good this morning.I go to see my brother in Ojai at 12pm.I'll shower and shave...

I woke this morning right around 430a...my work schedule requires me to getup super early - so on my off days, like today, I wake really early as well. I don't mind it,I kind of like the consistency...

after this morning's journal, and after going about my chores and tasks,I went over to my parents' house to take a long walk to the German Bakeryfor coffee and treats with them.The walk is about 3.5...

i have such a vanity within me - i think i want to create something or do somethingthat will impact the world in a big way - iconic way if you will - but i realize that I ought to choosesomething...

I'm struggling again, but have to save myself. Hopefullywriting is something of a creative process that will engage mythoughts and feelings and spirit and will produce somethingspecial as a result.it...

I went to work this morning - felt my age at times...then came home and fed the Blue-sterand then took a shower - dressed and did some errands - got a coffee - it's so funny howthe whole shop knows...

I think when my need in life becomes subjectiveI have a hard time seeing passed my nose.Things get too subjective and depression or sloth set in.Luckily I caught it today. Work in the morning at...

Too much time alone and life can start to haunt me. I am so glad I have Blue to focus on and also internet access so I can keep in touch