how we talk to each other

I started my day by lazying in bed until around 650am...late for me!

I took a shower and dressed and then went out to get a coffee.

I came home and played with Blue and just thought about the day ahead.

Blue wanted me to lay down on the ground near him, and something in me

yearned for my own day to start - some kind of connection - some kind of project...

...- something...and when I tried to find solace or connection in watching tv - or texting

my brother - Blue cried and I didn't know how to appease him - and I didn't know

how to please myself - I was blinded to his needs - I was blinded to my own needs...

and then I realized - I noticed that very often I will feel so activated by the people around me -

and then I thought about it - and I realized - I am not just Blue's keeper - we give to each other

that connection of comradery and solidarity - not in a distant way  -  he pynes for that connection and relationship

and in that thought I felt the sympatico with him... we are in the same boat... we are making the day together -

I think that's how we talk to each other - and my day seems to be getting underway

by just sharing time with him and you guys here! :)