the day is turning a little weary

I feel bad for saying this - but working it out here in the journal is what we

can do.

I have found myself finding structure about taking care of my life with a sense of reason to it

as best I can -

- and now also my non scheduled time.

The time alone makes me weary, full of woe and I am remembering Arfie's comment that we

all get this way a little bit sometimes. Janet had suggested to make a plan. A good idea.

I wish I had a better handle on my life - but perhaps we're all like emotional jellyfish

simultaneously directed and also being blown by the currents of life. Perhaps I will be thankful.

I just want to achieve something even so I have this challenge.

I am so grateful my parents asked me to dinner tonight.

Maybe I'll just go back to watching CNN or maybe go for a walk before dinner.

I don't need to blow a tire - writing this out helps me relax and find my humanity again.

Thanks you guys for reading this!