just need to write

I've been turning things over a lot as usual the past few days.

Haven't felt like I have had anything to write about until now.

Work went ok today - but felt a lot of uncomfortable feelings

while working and I tried to find a remedy, how to think about them.

I've been thinking about the monastery the past few days - and 

the recentness of thinking about it made me think about it today too.

Why do I like or think of the monastery? - it's a sort of haven - a retreat

of contemplation and peace - like being in amniotic fluid - and so 

today while I had my mixed feelings - that were not so pleasant - I just 

thought to hold onto 'the monastery I have in my mind' - and it gave me

a sense of repreive about my struggles.

I drove home, saw my kitty and gave him attention - then made my lunch -

and just feel kind of aware of the goodness of the day - one thing,

one bad feeling, isn't winning out over the rest of the good things

that are in my life to appreciate - just feel dimensional - with 

an overiding sense of well being.

Going to take a shower now - then I'll be back

on. 
I hope you guys are having a good day!!

Peace, namaste :)

m