rest and impatience

my beautiful Blue sees me at the laptop and he wants me to love

and pay attention to him instead... it's so nice to be wanted :) xx

I just found out that Blue also likes to be tickled just like a little kid.

It's really cute. I am so grateful for having him. He makes my world

liveable here when I am back at home. He cries a lot for attention

but I think that's a good thing. Someone to dialogue with and not go

too deeply into the dark miasma.

My reason for coming on to write this morning was really about me

surviving another morning of issues - but that's just what I am learning

that 'I get on with things.' I've started to remember that at the times

when I start to get nervous and overwhelmed. My story today is about finding peace

after a morning of mania - of taking rest after the significant chores were

done - and initially of the impatience to do just that - to rest...

But I found myself when immersing myself in good stories on the tv - 

it brought me peace and engagement....just watching those orderly, engaging

stories - calmed me down - and I started to regain my health for the day.

There's probably some cleaning up I can do here - as well as fold laundry

and wash my bed linens. Maybe I will do that tomorrow. This morning really 

was intense! I made so many mistakes: lost my debit card, lost my fabric shopping bags,

had to drive twice to the bank, nearly got hit by a car when walking in a parking lot. It was one of those mornings,

like when you're tired, that logic kind of leaves you in it's absence - and brain fog happens and you're a mess

of scrambled eggs.
I was really glad to get home. And so here I am.

I'll take it slow and easy... I hope you guys are having a good day..

It can be hard to rest - sending prayers,

peace and hugs,

Mark