EmmaammE

ARGH my house mate who does he think he is??? im not some stupid kid. hes always saying to me oh why are you doing that? Or should you do that like that? Or you can eat that like that. Or why are you...

What if i failed? What if i heard wrong and she said you didnt pass rather than you passed? Is that why she didnt ask me to do the job? I dont no what to do. What i sthe point really what does it...

I went back to the doctor again today. It all seems pointless. How can she help me if i cant tell her whats wrong? I just sat there.......she checked my arms ands was pleased that the cuts were fewer...

Things aren’t the same. When I was at uni everything was ok. I didn’t really care too much about uni but it was do able. Then when I finished that’s when it all went wrong. Uni days were a...

WOW ive not written on here for a week!!! Ive had a really good week and i feel so much better. It was my best friends 21st birthday at the weekend so her and my other friend came over to mine and we...

Today has been so hard. Ive felt sick all day and had to force myself to eat this evening. Ive felt sick since sunday and have only been eating once a day in the evening coz i just cant face food....

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP!!! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? SICK BLAH

Hum......I havent written an entry for a while. I worry that this is becoming a place that is very negative and i never have anything happy to say i just moan which is not who i am! lots of happy...

ARGH I just want to cut so bad!!!! im so tired. Like friday i walked in to town to have lunch with my friend which was lush and really cool but it nearly killed me! i was so tired by the time i got...

I was so ill yesterday i couldnt move all day and just wanted to sleep. Today i feel a little more awake but just so low. Everything is an effort. I still feel really tired butg not sleepy tired, and...

I told my line manager about my SI last night and today she called to see how i was but not only that she had spent the whole morning phoning round and researching it so that she had a better...

I went to the doctors again yesterday and she gave me some tablets which im really not sure about coz she said one of the side effects is that you want to self harm and so why would you give them to...

Your not alone.....thats what people keep telling me. Ill support you what ever you decide! It just goes to show that they have no idea or understanding and that I am alone in this!!! I have to go...

I just got back from a training day with my line manager and she told me something really amazing and theres no1 home to share it with. I did this summer project called rec2rec and i worked 2 day in...

My head is spinning its like wirl pool going on in there. Its just going round and round and i cant concentrate on anything. Its completely empty there is nothing in my mind its been cleared out by...