EmmaammE

i no i say this most nights but i feel like im dying. Ive over does on laxatives for the i dunno 4th maybe night in a row stii hadnt recovered from last night. Ive tack 3 diffents types of dieting...

I feel so ill. I have the worst diarreah ever because it have had about 14 does of the old laxatives and over doesed on the slimming pills. Ive now got 2 types 1 sort is slimming pills and its 3 a...

Im such a big fat heffer!!!

All ive eaten today is half a bag of dried fruit and 10 chocolates from my box of celebrations and i feel so sick! i really didnt want to eat anything but i thought well hey its only a small bit of...

I really need help but i dont want it at the moment. well i do want it because i dont want to be ill allthe time and want to be a bit more normal. Im certainly not underwieght, im over weight but ive...

I thought i was gona die last night! ill spare anyone reading this the gorry details but my stomach was not good! im ok today and have eaten a sandwich and 2 slices of toast with egg and 2 mini...

I have taken so many laxatives 2day. Ive drank 55 (what ever its measured in!) of thgat fig syrup still only suppose to have between 15-30 plus 6 chocolate laxatives (they are so yummy!!!) and i...

Im sooo hungry but i just cant allow myself to eat anything but raisins. im so tired aswell but cant sleep. I wish i could just eat and not put on weight. if i could just sleep i wouldnt feel hungry...

Ah back to the diet. not really eaten anything today and feeling better again in my body although still want to cut so i guess im not feeling better but im feeling me! Hum a mess someone who wont eat...

Ok so i finally got hold of my boss and im not in trouble at all but she does want to see me because she thinks i have an issue with my weight and that there is something wrong with me. She isnt...

Oh my goodness ive just had a stress! They were playing christmas songs on the radio and i felt totally unchristmasy like they were being played in the middle of summer! then i thought oh my goodness...

i cant cope anymore. i dont want to die but i want out of all this. Im fed up of being obese, not being listen to, not being taken seriously. My life is a joke, just a mocking for peoples...

IVE HAD ENOUGH OF FEELING LIKE THIS!!!!

im so disgusting. Im still binging making myself feel really sick and im not even hungry. counselling was crap today and now i just feel exhausted and cant be bothered to do anything. I just want to...

Seeing the counsellor again tomorrow got to start to let her help me if i want to get back on my feet!