I went back to the doctor again today. It all seems pointless. How can she help me if i cant tell her whats wrong? I just sat there.......she checked my arms ands was pleased that the cuts were fewer and not so bad but they are horrible they have gone all scabby and spotty where ive cut them and just having to show her was horrible. After that i didnt talk to her just looked in my lap and shurgged my shoulders everytime she asked me anything. She said that when i first came in i looked better and happier but when i left she said i looked worse than she had seen me she couldnt believe how quickly my mood changed. If i havent improved by my next visit then she is going to double my tablets, duuno whether it make much difference. Since ive been back ive just stayed in bed.